Wouldn’t ya know I had a great day, worked out – ate properly, but then … cleaned my room up a bit and guess what I find? Some very appealing poignant, green stuff. I’m pretty high right now to be honest and so far I’ve excellent control of the eating thing. Gawd it’s nice to have something to inhale. I feel so calm … and can’t be bothered to worry about anything, I’m just too consumed with things just ‘being’, does that make sense?

No fears. No worries. No pain.

My ass has melted into this chair, and the only one real thought I have is that being on Celexa makes it impossible to reach orgasm.